PERLU KE?

tak tahu nak cakap apa. nak balik je sekarang nie. huhu, boleh blah tak ????????? grrr

budak sekarang !

semalam ade budak datang cc aku. baju dea tak payah cakap. naik berbulu aku tgk. lepas tu aku cakap

bodoe punyer budak. ape ko tak de seluar panjang dah kew ? seluar paras lutut dengan tshirt pendek kau tuh.
lepas tu tudung kau pon tak de kan !

sebenarnye aku ckp dlm hati je.. muka tak bole blah budak2 dua orang nie. grr. aku rasa  nak sepak ! kahkah

lebey kurang mcm nie lah gambar diorang -,-

tapi seluar paras lutut yg ada corak2 ala hawai tuh ! 

kau pikir kau kat tepi pantai kew ? 

jalan pon tak betul ! grr -,-'

menyampah betul tgk budak melayu pakai macam tu !

emo lahhhhhh ! ==''

td dtg lagy.. lagy ramai. dalam enam orang kot. 

pandai plak pakai tudung .

pakai selendang. 

hurm, tapi still tshirt lengan pendek. 

kalau yg tak penah nampak budak2 pakai camto kan . 

dtg la tempat aku. 

berlambak lambak ! 

ape guna tah pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pendek ?

tudung tu kan untuk tutup aurat ! 

lps tu kau pakai plak tshirt pendek. sama jew ! 

baik kau tak payah pakai tudung ! 

dah dah ! kalau nak sebut mmg banyak ! hurmmmmm

ahh,, letih jugak T_T

kerja bukan perkara senang 

ade kew bende senang kat dunia nie ? 

lainla kalo dowk menelan duit mak bapak, haishh

tak jadik org laa mcm tuh 

jadik buaya bagus.. huhu 

aku nk berhenti nak berhenti 

berhenti kerja 

lagy 3 hary cukup la sebulan ~~

huhu

sape nk  ganti aku nie 

penatlahh kerja kat sini 

erkk  -,-' mane2 same jew -.-

cepatlah result UPU kuar 

i dont know where to go ! 

T_T 

seronok tgk org da abes belaja ~ 

fie ?? 

6 tahun lagy kott 

huhu

keep it up keep it up ! keeepppp it hell ya !

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna's Part 2]
Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna's Part 3]
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/rihanna/love_the_way_you_lie_part_2.html ]
[Eminem's Part]
It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Love the way you lie

im useless !

hell ya stupidity ! 

keep pushing me aside ! 

i deserve for it ! 

dont come ! 

go away ! 

hate me !

yeah ! i keep making people hate me !

everything turned out so evil ?

musim-musim

entry nie suke-suki oke

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haishmerengsudah

siapasiapayangbacasampaihabistahniahyer (':

terimakasihjugasebabmelayanmoodswingsfienie

sayarasasepertinakperiodlah!!!!!!!!!!!

mencikmencikmencik

hah ???????

disebabkan tak dek kejew 

eh salah tgah kejew !

dengan rasa lapar sambil 

mendengar dendangan rentak muzik terkini 

yg dtg dari perut ku yg kempis nie ~

 saya lapar ! oma :(

terbayang ikan bakar

kat umah yg setia menanti ku 

hurm,,. 

pity me (wellaweh kesian kat diri sendiri hihi,, >.< sape agy nk kesian kan wuwwuu >.<)

bila dah bekerja ,, baru rasa mcm mana penadnya nak carik duit ! HAHA 

thanks mak ! thanks ayah ! 

untuk segalanya ! muah ! <3

penad nye,, nak balik ~ 

menghitung detik dan waktu ! huhu 

to do list : 

• balik mandy ~
• prayer~ 
• EATING ~
• rehat huh ! ~
• watching tv ~
• gedik-ing (<--- hellyaaaaaaa HAHA)
• suddenly i miss my mum <3 
• nak menggedik ngan mak (mood senget)

O.o jumpe abg shaheizy sam ngan aaron aziz ! wow O.o

syokkk gile laa jalan2 ngan kawan2 gi sana sini

yelahh rindu kot lame tak jumpe,,

gile havoc nak mati kitorang

sekali tga jalan2,, 

aku ter berhenti kat satu tempat

aku pandang abg shaheizy ngan aaron aziz duduk sebelah2 

depan mata aku !!!!!!

giler excited,, jantung dup dap dup dap

giler laa ! betul diorang pandang aku ! demm

terpaku aku disitu ! 

ahh,kacaknya abg-abg malaya nie <3

tetibe,,

yeaaaaaaaaaaaahhh,,

love is pain yeah ,

love is over yeah yeah

o-o-o-o-over love love is pain pain

o-o-o-o over love !

 break it

lagu mystery bermain kat telinga ! aku mimpi ! dem,
terpinga-pinga ku,, terkejut ..
gosh ! kerja ! lambat gak aku g nie,,
semua sebab tengok iklan malam tadi kat tb3
ade aaron aziz ,, wuwwuu
terbawa2 dlm mimpi ! 1st tyme,,
tah pape,,haishhh

adam ! hawa tak nak

mak aku sorang je boleh bace, kalau nak jugak. mintak aku password

jom amek sijil PMR JOM

heeeeeeeeee

dah berkurun lame baru nak pergi amek

teruk betul kan

fie pergi hari ahad ney sampai ary isnin

yeah ! bos kasik ! heeeee

yes yes

sayeeeeeeee    rindu la kamoo

my JOYAH 

azie !!!!!!!!

imissyou 

imissyour talk

imissyourwalk

imisseverything that we done at school

psst *termasuk fly ~ hihi

weeeeeee

syokkkkkkknyeeeeeeeee

twait for me bebehhhhhhh <3

BESTIEFOREVER

perasaan ke perasan ?

hey dude !!

whats up ??

do you like me ??

do you hate me ??

or you just play with me ?

hahahh,, hell !

please lahh jgn ganggu aku weyhh

i means jgn ganggu hati aku

jangan pernah harap nak mendekati aku

sebagai seorang kekasih

jgn pernah harap hati aku

sebelum aku lukakan ko

grr !

demm

aku annoyed laaa dengan laki laki hidung belang

pantang tgk pompuan lawa (bkn aku)..

laju je nk usha..

makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

adekkkkkkkk

mencikkkkkkkkkkk

lakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

kalau asyik nak jaga hati orang..

sampai bile ?????

aku tak larat lah !

org tak nk lak jaga hati aku

tahu nak amik kesempatan jew

GTH laa !!!!!!!!!!

p/s ; bkn semua lelaki yer,, hrp maaf jika tersinggung,,

permulaan :)

fuhh,,pagi tadi dah sedar awal,,tapi = ='

aku bangun lambat jgk akhirnye,,

oke,mentang2 cuty kan,, hummph

aku sarapan megy pukul 11 lebeyh ! haahaha = ='

tak mkn pon tape..sbb aku ta kesah sgt mkn pg..

kdg2 ak muntah

pastu kul 1 lebeyh aku lunch la ! hii

permulaan tu merujuk kpd pekerjaan aku! 

wahhhhhhh !! 

sofia kerja ?? bole caya kew ?

kalo tgk aku ney mmg ank manje = ='

aduhh,,yelah,,kul 2 td aku g sana pastu 

abg and kaka kedai tu ajar mcm2

tade la mcm2 sgt pon kan,,haha

aku jaga kedai CC @ cybercafe and jual novel

dah mcm mini library gak aku tgk,, hoho

tp awal2 aku gabra and cuak gakk

pastu aku bole salah kire,,adehhhhh

memula tu short RM1

lepas tu terlebeyh RM0.50

lepas tu terus aku rasa panas berpeluh2

nasib tak marah aku

sbb 1st tyme kan

kalo xmmg pakej ahh

panas + air mate leleh

sensitip btol kalo ade org marah2 tengking aku lao aku wat silap

hohoho

manje kew tuh ??

kalau nk tegur care baik aku mmg terima

thanx akak emy ngan laki dye uh tak marah ! 

lepas tuh kjp je rase down

aku dah lah cepat rase bersalah

tacing weyhh !

aku dah xpgg kalkulator 4bulan

4bulan dah xkira2 math ney

sangkut plak tadi 

sedeyh gila babeng T_T

maapkan saya

maapkan saya

saya akan pulihkan otak saya ni and kembalikan balik 

otak math and kira2 saya ! 

i love you mathematic

kalau tak sia-sia je aku belajar math and admath

tak berguna aku dpt SPM A for math and admath

sobsob..

YA ALLAH tabahkan hambamu ini

jgnlah aku jadik budak cengeng ! 

hikhik

kembalikan ingatan ku..

*aku rase mcm freshie,,

otak blank

hati cuak

huhu

esok tak dpt on sgt laa enn

aku kerja 9.45 am

so tak leyh bgn lambat agy dah

nk kemas umah agy

sumer aku kena buat

hmm,,tggl aku je anak dara kat umah nie

huhu..

saat2 mcm ney mulalah hati aku kate

KAN BEST KALO AKU ADE ADEK

TADELAH AKU JE KENA BULI

AKU BOLEH BULI ADEK AKU TU

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(

expressi diri

if i ever can

One day I hope to be like these birds

to be able to fly free

from all the hurt.

to be able to spread

my wings and fly 

to be able to not hide behind..

....

behind some crazy lie

to be able to smile

and not fell guilty

to  be able to talk 

without a single mock

to be able to let go

of all the stress..

...

and not ending up

have one crazy mess

to be able to cope ...

because i have hope

to be able to say that i had a peaceful day

to be able to roam and 

still have a place to call home

to be able to walk away 

wothout a betray 

to be able to get away from this harsh land

and walking this journey

hand in hand..

epilog hati 1

tenkiu to abg,,abg ek ?? huhu

HZ aka HENRY ZACKERY

terkejut tengok tetibe kat sini ade follower,,

salah satu follower iaitu abg HZ

haha,,baru je buat,,skodeng ekk ?? 

actually nie blog personal.

kat dunie blogger ney act tak tau nk 

panggil cmne,,rase janggal je,, 

tp kalo lebeyh tua ?

*takot org kate kuang ajar plak en T_T

aku nie banyak sgt serabut otak

i need someplace to share my feelings

sorry if u dont like what i write

what i talking about

sorry if i talking shit after this

dont like ? dont come here,,

juz come to ELISCAPE WORLD

eliscape is the perfect me

in here 

i am lacking 

so pretendly to be strong

so hard and hurts enough

lalalala ! 

pening kepala !

ONE THINGS TRUTH HURT

and the only one thing i could feel really hurts is

my heart ! it's ACHING !!